Tonight is the first Halloween that i will not see the land and the sea in their costumes. Last year i saw them briefly, accompanied them along with ExA to a few houses. i didn't bother this year, as ExA's next one is going along, and i don't want to be in the way.
"You have to stop seeing it as they wouldn't miss you" my counselor says. Rather, i have to fabricate the depth of their connection to me so i don't reach the obvious conclusion.
These moments are like blood trickling out of the body that was my life.
