Thank god K is out of my life... i waited too long to end it, and wished i had stuck to it after the first time, March 7. Still, i am selfish and the lure of someone wanting you completely is a very potent drug.
Now i can devote all of my time and energy to watching minutes pass, each one bringing a memory so sharp an hour leaves me in shambles.
And from there it is just one small step to finishing the job i failed at in May.... as much as the lure of being desired is strong, the draw to stop time completely and preserve all that was good is that much stronger and subtler.
Monday, July 14, 2008
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