Thursday, July 03, 2008

candy & poison


i was going to write about the new Snickers bar that has nutritional value, but it seems banal in light of how i am feeling.

i shouldn't assume, but it looked as though A was making a special dinner again last night, for a date. Wednesdays used to be her Gillian's night.

What i wouldn't have given to have her cancel a Gillian's night to do something special with me. But, that was asking too much. Each day i realize more and more that i just was not worth it to her.

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