blanks

i know that i am being an ass, just as you must know that all of this hate is love in disguise.

i will work harder, but you probably don't trust my ability to do it- i don't blame you, your faith in me has been forever damaged.

Still, i say these things because i am trying to fill in blanks. The biggest blank? Why you gave me only three weeks and then jumped into a serious committed relationship with someone else. Even your admission that you know it was a mistake doesn't make me feel better.

And because i am being unfair to you, the lawyers will do the talking. It will get ugly, just like i always knew it would.

Isn't amicable divorce an oxymoron?