i was afraid to attend this wedding on the Cape, as weddings were always a nice affirmation of our own marriage. What would they be as i go through a divorce?
In spite of this, it was a blast. This side of my family has always been trying for me, as i am not an outgoing person, as most of them are. However, i have always enjoyed the cousin who was being married and her brothers- they were the only reason i enjoyed visiting Syracuse as a child. Everyone was wonderful to me and included me.
i also met one of my cousin's friends, a nurse from Knoxville, TN. Recently divorced herself, she inspired me in my own situation. Outside of that, she was also a lot of fun and enjoyable.
Four glasses of Pinoit Noire also helped... the night became surreal, and for the first time in months the future didn't seem so painful.....life breathed again for me.
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