i had been thinking a lot about Cath, wondering if we would have lasted if i hadn't ended up in bed, and then a relationship, with Noire. i have been thinking about KT as well, but that is a post for another time.
i contacted her, and we met for tea. It was great to see her- i hadn't remembered as much about her as i thought i had, although i had just seen her in person last December and in a hundred pictures on Bacefook.
i asked outright about her marriage- she referred to it as a "complicated situation." Her husband had returned to the house but they were not living as a married couple. i was hesitant to carry anything further knowing this, given the emotional turmoil it creates in me.
Two days ago, we started sending sexual texts; that lead to conversation about whether or not we could share lust and nothing more.
Tomorrow, we will find out. You gotta sin to get saved.
