This is an open letter, since i know you read this blog.
I re-read an IM conversation we had in February 2008. In it, you made several statements about not wanting me to regret us, hate you- i told you that i wouldn't. But, as you well know, it's exactly what i did, even after fervently pursuing a relationship with you.
i am sorry for turning on you like that. i do not think we'll ever be friends again, but i now realize that my role was more active than i remembered, and in some ways i set you up.
Hope you're enjoying motherhood. as i always said, you deserve a chance to be a mom.
