Saturday, May 02, 2009

new rooms

This will be the first night i sleep in my new house. It hasn't been uncomfortable here... in fact, oddly familiar. My friend K****keeps commenting how at ease i am with the whole thing.... i am afraid i am missing something i should be stressed out about.

It's been one year since the attempt- most of the time i am happy i failed. But the failure of my marriage still haunts me, no matter where i live.

i spoke with the ghosts in my new house and we agreed to let each other alone, to cohabitate peacefully.

i hope they uphold their end of the bargain. i have enough dead spirits around me.