i cannot figure Seraph out. We have a lot of fun when we get together, every month and a half, but it just so casual, something i've never really done. Just when i think we're fading something comes along, making me want to spend more time with her.

Even after confessing my date with the Starburst woman, she was so cavalier about it; she acknowledges that we are not committed to anything, but i still felt compelled to be honest.

We had an opportunity to spend time together the other night through work, then ended up alone. Conversation is always interesting, sweet and natural.

And when we kiss, it's as though i've been kissing her for most of my life.

Which i do not think about too much, because i was 17 when she was born.