love agnostic

i feel like this waiting is worthless. You make sure that i know that i "am a priority, but so is the theatre." There was never a question in my mind that the theatre is important to you- the question has always been how important are we to you.

i second guess myself daily, wondering if i am asking too much of you- should marriage be this passive, weak investment of the relationship?

i am answered by the passion that swells with seeing you apply your make up in the bathroom, knitting on the couch, talking with the girls.

i wish that you felt the same about me, that i provoked something similar in you.