This also sucks

i've been sick the past few days, not body-aching-vomitrama kind of sick but congested-out of body weirdness sick. i guess i'd rather have the latter, but trying to do my job is difficult when i feel as though i am not in my body but floating in some atmosphere somewhere.

Saddened by the news of the 5 Amish girls who were killed yesterday- i wish that these assholes who take it in their head to kill their spouses, children, parents, co-workers, strangers, etc. and then themselves would kill themselves first rather than having to make a statement and take others with them.

It makes me want to say that the world is going to hell, but i believe that more good than bad happens and that these cases are isolated and sensationalized therefore contribute to the general depression of the world.