222009

Groundhog Day came and went, and while most paid attention to news of having to bear six more weeks of winter, i spent the day bothered by the fact that i couldn't or shouldn't acknowledge my ex mother in law's birthday.

It's events like this that i failed to see their importance to my being, my wellness. i am sure many cannot fathom how i would not know that by getting into a woman's car one night i therefore give up the right to see my girls wake up every morning, hear about their day, lay beside them in their beds as their breathing becomes deeper with sleep.

i envy him. He gets to see all of this and more, and lay beside her at night.

i am going on, as do disaster victims, as do the limbless.