Food Addictions and Porn

Sometimes i get disturbed by how much i am controlled by food. It gets to the point where if i have to transport food- ANY food- i need to put it way back in my car so i will not eat it on the way to it's destination. i once bought a half dozen Krispy Kremes to bring to work but aborted it after i ate 4 of them. My mind said, "There's only 2 left... you may as well finish them." So i did. i used to not be a sugar fiend, but as i have become older i find that i eat it everyday: soda, candy, whatever.

i feel like a failure, as every time i overeat or eat poorly i tell myself that tomorrow is a new day and i will change it. Then i go right back to the same old habits.

It's like porn: over indulgence in something that really should be consumed in small portions. Ever watch a porn movie? Sure, we all like...LOVE...sex, but scene after scene of it coupled with bad acting is too much. i can't make it through a whole film, although every fiber of my being wants to see how the plot resolves.